I thought I was in the mood
to write a poem,
but I’m not.
Month: January 2015
I long for stars
I long for stars,
look up and yearn for height,
brilliance,
light
and beauty.
Here in the humdrum
I am lucky if I get to dazzle
for even a moment.
I look down,
stepping carefully
to avoid pavement cracks
and bears.
There is a fog
of confusion
everywhere.
People proffer answers
to questions they
barely understand.
I long for stars;
we were kindred spirits
once.
Where did we lose
ourselves?
I concentrate on
simple tasks.
Stuck in skin,
I wrestle ceaselessly,
ceaselessly restless.
People tell me to
calm down.
I long for stars;
we are quantumly
entangled. Paired
for eternity, our
subatomic particles
duet.
I long for stars.
Waves of homesickness
overcome me.
I long for stars.
things I want to tell my children but might forget – on the train.
Oh, look the train is moving! It is funny because what often happens is that it looks as if the platform is moving while the train stays still. But this is an optical illusion. If we have already got a seat (hopefully together), we can relax and enjoy the train experience.
There are many aspects of train journeys which are interesting. The first thing is that it takes a while to settle into the new space. Sometimes I change seats several times, or find I need things from my suitcase which I have to get down from the luggage rack. Sometimes I find the people around me are too noisy, or eating stinky food, or sometimes (if they are about two years old) screeching. If we are together, we will need to avoid these things so that we don’t upset other people. It can be hard to play quietly for a whole journey, but we will try. Once we have settled into our seats, we might play a game, like ‘I spy’ or we might eat our picnic. What would you like for your picnic? I would like ham and cheese baguette with a few ready salted crisps and a raspberry jelly. Then I would like an oatmeal and raisin cookie (a bit later on) and a piece of chocolate with a cup of tea. Yum! Picnics are the best.
Now probably you will want to watch a little video. In the days when I was a little girl, you could not watch a video on a train. You could read a book or do a crossword puzzle or look out of the window. When I was small like you, I only went on a train two or three times. When I went on a train, I just used to look at everything because it was so different to normal. I don’t know yet whether we will go on trains a lot or a little, but I hope we will go on them quite often. Did you know that your great great grandfather used to work on the railways, and when your grandmother went to visit, she used to play in their garden where trains went right past the garden gate? In those days trains were propelled by steam, so they were very dirty and noisy. The trains that we will travel on are much cleaner and quieter.
Sometimes on a train people don’t talk very much. Maybe they are doing their work or reading their book. But sometimes people get involved in conversations. This is more common if the train is travelling between two small places in the countryside than if it is going between bigger places and London. It is often fun to talk to people on trains because you can discover new things. But it is also important to work out when a person no longer wants to talk to you. The signs of this are that they look at their book or work more, or they look out of the window, or at their watch, or they leave long pauses in the conversation. If this happens, just let the conversation fade and turn to another activity that you have brought with you.
Maybe then it is time for a trip to the buffet car! This is like a tiny café on the train. Sometimes there is even a chef preparing food. The people behind the buffet have to make everything in a very small space. Sometimes they are cheerful and sometimes they are grumpy. It is a great thing to have a buffet car so you should always be nice and friendly to the person, even if they are a bit grumpy to you.
Every part of a train journey is special. The start is fun because you can feel the feeling of embarking on an adventure. But in a way the middle is even more fun because you are in a special space – miles from home but not yet near your destination – where it feels like anything could happen. Then nearing the destination is also fun because it you get the feeling of something ending and beginning at the same time, which is a funny mixture of feelings inside.
When you arrive at the destination, it is very important to check that you have got all your belongings with you. It is very easy to forget something so it is worth checking twice. Pay particular attention to umbrellas, hats and scarves which are the easiest things to lose.
I hope you will love train journeys as much as I do.
This train terminates here. (That’s what they say on trains).
sneaking home early – an apology
I wish I could stay later.
I wish I liked the noise.
I wish the acoustics softened
the impact of a voice.
I wish I wasn’t always
the nearly first to leave,
but staying in that clamour
is more than I can give.
I hope you do not consider
my departure as a slight.
If things had been even slightly different,
I would have stayed all night.
seaside sunset
Seaside sunset,
setting
setting,
cloud.
Shapes, shadows shift,
surf splashes,
seagulls
screech.
setting
setting
Silently secrets
settle.
Silhouettes stop,
sunlight shimmers.
setting
setting
Sounds soften,
speakers shush.
setting
setting
gone.