Sing

You, faintly beating heart,
wounds louder than
your loves, your hopes
yet beating still, yes,
although your sounds are drowned in
work and fret

I hear your fleeting glimpse
I hear your leaping hope
I hear the strain of aching long ignored
I hear containment creak its last captivities

You, voice
in secret humming hopefulness, yet frail,
weak from your hiding places
convenience, old stories, loss,
the places you elude
a confrontation

You, whose voice, whose heart
I know has power,
I call you, whole,
to open up the gates of hell
unlock the brokenhearted
retrieve the lost and lonely

Sing with me, you of heart, of voice, sing!
Sing heart! announce the dawn!
Sing voice! stir the fires of hope!

Sing future into our beings, our fears, sing wonder!

Sing, sing, you, lover of humanity
lead us in your tender songs
Let our cries heal hearts,
our whispers mourn
our laughter triumph

We cannot live our sorrows alone
sing what you were made for
sing what you are made of

Note: this is a poem in progress. Sometimes when I am writing it is like the poem itself is struggling to be born through the still-existing layers of patriarchal culture, and postmodern ideology; the heart of the poem is there, doing its best to be born full and whole, but in fact by the time the heart makes it into the voice, it is bedraggled and bleeding, showing signs of struggle. So this is best seen then as a draft or pr/echo, and perhaps something more resonant and whole will come soon.

surrender

I demand
your full and complete surrender.
I cannot afford for you to
smuggle in your idols
your entanglements of control,
manipulation, histories of lies
and poisons served to you
by the destitute.

Now! to love!
unconditional and sweet
beyond all being, beyond us,
beyond; a terrifying depth
that will elude us, often
and yet in longing,
lure us in
a fire, a fountain, a fullness
luminous in being
generous in hope
a truth of grace

I see your fear.
know it, intimately,
as my own.
I cannot concede my ground
however angry you become,
not having things your way.
The terms handed down to you
are a prison for us both.
I won’t sign. Your self-pity
doesn’t move me.

I choose love.
I choose love for us, again and again and again.
I will hope for better things. I know you long
for such.

I see your weariness, long depletion
of your heart until
you barely felt its presence
heard its beat.

I hear it.
I hear it echo from the future loud and strong
I hear it magnificent and wild and good and free.

Heart, be free!
Release yourself to love!
Brave heart, choose hope once more!
Shake off your disillusion!
Sing, hope, dance!
Your fears are mere impostors.
Rip up the twisted contract
full of woe.

I hold my breath, the hush of all creation.
Will you,
in triumph,
surrender?